Finally, i will leave

 It was a heavy day, I woke up with great difficulty even though I had not slept all night, I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, and everything I held in my hand immediately fell off, until I got up and finished

 A terrifying silence: Then we sat down to eat in terrifying silence, he sat on his favorite sofa browsing that usual newspaper, and drank the usual cup of coffee as well, then he collected his papers and smiled at me with a wide smile and went

 I will put everything: I closed the door behind him and went very slowly to my room, I brought my bags to put my clothes and my personal things, and how much I hate that moment, every time I do this I forget important things, but it is clear that this time I will not forget anything because simply, I will put Everything belongs to me in this house

 Quick beats and no inaction: Every step I took I felt as if my heart had stopped beating, then came back to life again, I heard its rapid successive beats, as if it wanted to jump out of my ribs, yet I did not fail to put food for my birds, nor about Put the roses in that vase on the table

 Conversations accompanied by screaming: And after I was sure that I had finished everything, I sat down on his favorite sofa, grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and wrote: I will not ask you again because I am tired of all the worn-out responses, which I have memorized, and despite my feminine curiosity that leads me to your question, and those thoughts that are scattered Inside my mind, I wouldn't do it You made me hate our conversations always accompanied, with your screaming to curse that you're the right one every time

 Life deposited her inside her golden box: You love the joy of victory and you monopolize it for yourself, and you know how much I love you, so you persist in your mistakes and do not stumble upon them. A woman who was trampled by fates under her feet, throwing her dust on the face that would never bow, so he bowed, a woman whom life deposited inside her golden box

 And I threw her in the oceans of tomorrow, struggling with waves, that do not calm down for a moment, a woman whose boat is sailing, a captain who takes pride in the rowing for himself, even if it cost him to drown her, and she endured all that without resentment, but if you set foot on my feelings, what a crime I bet you will bear the consequences, you are too weak to Clash with the rocks of my silence, or beat the fangs of my revolution

 At last I will leave

Iam leaving at last

now and only now I will gather my intermittent sighs, to play my screaming piece, over your flashy theatres, I will unite with my parts again and balance again, free from your laws, denouncing the fall of your principality, you will hear my chants day and night, until one day it becomes a tattered legend avoided by readers cursing its events, They flock to the story of a woman who crossed the limits of time to scream: No, I am free! I hated everything about you: I will leave you at last, for I am tired of fighting for you, and I think that he has tired you too, and I do not understand until now how you did not get tired of those childish tricks, to justify your foolish teenage actions, Believe me, I hated everything about you, except for your heart, which once loved me, I love you! Message: So was my message to him, I put it next to his cup of coffee, and left I walked slowly I had never known him before, and on my way to the car, I remembered that I forgot something and even though I had enough time To bring him, but I didn't.. and I'm leaving